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sometimes

Sometimes I feel that I’m not good enough. Or that I’m not pretty or successful or worthy of anyone’s time. The people I meet and get to know fill up time and space in my life, but lately I have felt that anytime I put an effort into something, it backfires in my face and

the best summer

Two years ago I was in great shape. In a matter of two months I lost 30 pounds and didn’t even know how I did it, and wasn’t expecting to. I had self-confidence and pride. I didn’t know what I wanted to do but I had some sort of plan as to how I was

the happy ending

Once upon a time there was this girl who was extremely closed off to the world due to unforeseen circumstances that plagued her fifteenth year. She thought herself ugly and unworthy of anyone’s time. She felt as though everyone left her to deal with things alone and cemented that thought once her best friend died

Do you…

do you ever feel like you’re living in a movie, or a book, or a television show and somehow something you’re wanting, craving or dreading is going to happen or appear and there’s going to be nothing you can do to stop it because someone else has already written the script?

One True Moment

It was one of those times when even though it was bad, it was good. Just like everything else with her, this fell perfectly into place. We met at a swanky hotel bar in midtown. I had never been there before as swanky hotel bars had never been my scene. But she worked near there

Coming Back to Blogging

It’s been awhile since I’ve posted (you may have noticed, if you’re even checking anymore). When I started this I promised myself that it was to be a pleasure, not a duty. The moment it became a duty, I’d give myself permission to abandon it for awhile & come back when I was ready. I

When the dust settled, i cried

Look at this. Three days ago a team of us removed every piece of crap off my shelves, and then dusted, vacuumed, scrubbed, organized, and put it all back. I have a lot of stuff.

A brief introduction

So, I was going to start a new blog this summer after the current semester ends, but as it turns out I have far too much to say about current events in the world. I’m angry. I’m saddened. My opinions aren’t always popular and often aren’t entirely well received. That’s okay. I need to get

What I Do Everyday

You’ve no doubt heard me rant about my job before. No doubt. Well, I’d like to share with you a little part of my job. The following is an exact transcript of a fax one of our customers sent into the company. I didn’t receive this personally, but when it was passed around to me,

Finally Finished the Half-Blood Prince

It’s taken a few weeks of off and on reading of the latest Potter installment for me to get to the end. It just didn’t hold it’s magic for the first two thirds. Perhaps reminding me of The Order of the Phoenix, once I reached the last 200 pages there was no way I was